It's not fair

I don't get it. Why is Kat ignoring me?
I've tried to ring her a whole bunch of times now, and every time she never answers. I've asked her to meet up with me, and she hasn't. Tonight I've asked her to e-mail me, and she hasn't. I sent her my address, so I can't even put it down to that.
I just wish she would answer me. Even if it's just to tell me she never wants to see me again, at least then I'd know. I mean, what are the odds of her never being able to answer the phone every single time? I swear she's ignoring me.
I can't stand it. I'm going to have to go round to hers at some point. I'll have to try and convince someone to let me in to her building. I'll climb all the steps to her floor. I'll knock on her door and stand outside it for however long necessary. I just need to see her again, or I'm going to go insane.
It's just so unfair. I mean, I know she doesn't want to go out with me at this stage, but we're still friends. Friends see each other. I haven't seen her since she broke it off. That was two weeks ago. No, I've seen her once in passing, and she never saw me. That's it. For God's sake, I love her, and I haven't been able to talk to her for 2 weeks.
I'm just so down. Just so down.